So what does Jesus do

So what does Jesus do
when disciples turn away?
When fire burns in their bellies
and the hot coals of betrayal
scorch their un-sandaled feet?
No doubt they want
to stay awake and watch,
but they feel his passing
even before the soldiers come,
before the cock crows,
yes, also before the kiss:
those cold lips
so soft and
pliable, barely brushing his cheek.

They know it’s noble
to be loyal,
to match his open and loving ways,
to forgive him the scruples
that are causing their bereavement
and will leave them alone,
the fervor that will steal his guidance,
keep him from taking them and fleeing
into the dark night
like the burning bush of Moses,
all un-consuming flame and heat.

They want to forgive,
but can not let go of the injustice of it all.
What does Jesus do
When they can’t absolve him from
living out the truth of his abandonment?
Does he pray?